Slept till 2plus but lazy to get my ass out of my bed so i lay down on my bed till 3plus. Then started using com all the way till now. Supposed to meet leen and jingg for taohuey but leen can't make it. Sadded, :( Never mind, holidays gonna meet them like everyday! (i hope?)

Doing macro and effective writing project now, but i'm super not sure that what i have done is useful :( i hate the useless feeling. I seriously wonder, how can i get into poly? Luck is counted as a form a skill i guess?

I hate situations like: "*message ringtone* (omgosh is it from you?) *take a look* (sian 1/2)"

"*signing in msn* (hmmmm) *saw you online* (yes!) *waiting* (hmmmm) *waiting* (err...) *waiting* (zzz) *waiting* (heart sank)"

"*double click on your msn contact* (hmmmm, what should i say?) *empty conversation screen in front of me* (i still don't know what to say) *stoned*"

"*hey! bla bla bla- whatever i said (omgosh i just said something stupid) *deng deng* (OH THE PERSON REPLIED) *after awhile, no more replies* (fuckkkkkkk)"

-_-